Count my blessings

if i were to count my blessings, it will probably take a while. it has been more and more apparent recently how much God has blessed me and provided for me. many times, i can testify that God works for the good of those who love him according to His purpose throughout the summer. at the same time, i can also testify that our sinful hearts are more wicked and deceiving than we can imagine of, maybe beyond imagination! here are some of the blessings from the most recent:

- financial package finally went through the school system! not just enough to go to school, but more than enough to be able to sustain myself throughout the school year like the past couple years. it took them over a month to process everything, and at one point i was thinking about different alternatives for the problem of not having financial aids/scholarships for the next school years. though i knew and believed that God would provide everything that i need throughout the whole time, i still couldnt help but to express my concern regarding this to others, who have been praying for me. im really thankful for them, remembering me in their prayers, and rejoicing with me when they found out what God has done for me! what a great blessing!

- study abroad advising is about to be finished. i didnt know that i have to go to advising and ask so many people to sign that paper before i can even go. i was kinda upset that the international person in the engineering department didnt really say anything, but then i guess im also responsible for not finding out about those things either. im glad though that i have great friends who helped me to get through all those process when im unable to do those myself.

this post was never finished in the first place.....=_= (7/12/10)