sometimes, i really dont like the way i am, all the imperfection and flaws in me. its an ongoing battle that i have to fight every waking moment. good thing is i can take pride of what Christ has been working in me. those are the only things i can boast of, because they are from God and not me.

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.