June 6, 2009
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Tired Saturday

 
i woke up late this morning.... and i was late to the camp meeting, felt kind of bad because the director need to catch a plane... but she assigned us tasks to teach the kids, it's gonna be a lot of work... then i went to work today, so tired!!!! it's only the fourth day of my working week, one more to go, but i'm already exhausted... i can't even stand on my feet because they hurt... o yea, i saw nathan at the store today, and apparently he remembers me....haha... and i still haven't gotten my paycheck yet....ahhhhhh, i want my money.... =P

speaking of tired, i'm so tired of that too... i don't know if i can use the analogy of a dead fish though.... like when you take a fish outside of water, it starts to struggle but that's eventually the only thing that it can do, and hence it's pretty much dead.... and i feel like the situation is like that, no matter however much i want to do, it's not gonna help the situation at all, and i feel like 'dead' like the fish.... i don't know, just something pops up in my head....

how about let's share something that God did in my life today?? sooooo, i think i'm really blessed to be able to have a guranteed summer job, which is the summer camp one, even in an economic situation like this. sometimes, we always tend to forget that God knows what we need, and before we realize it, He already gave it to us and more abundantly. so, don't lose heart when you didn't get what you want, because God knows that you don't really need that and He's blessing you in other ways. so, be joyful that God has given you everything you need!!

5 Responses so far.

  1. Vincent says:

    Glad henrik convinced you, im typing blind by the way, the daily bible verse is blocking what I type haha…nice layout…its really….girly lol

  2. Angel says:

    ahaha, yea i just realize that it's in the way...
    i fixed it.... plus changing the layout.... =P

  3. Henrik M says:

    o haha u changed ur template AGAIN! ahha its ok i changed mine too...hey cool u updated haha are u gonna update like cuple times a week? i used to update my xanga everyday haha

    i can just picture u like dead fish haha trying to do something but not getting anywhere..like "eh eh!" then gets sad cuz cant go anywhere hahaha awwww!! but angel..like u said...were hopeless. we need God. we are so hopeless and we cant do anything on our own...(this may sound corny) so we need God to bring us back to the beautiful ocean....

    I feel so convicted when u said (wait wat does convicted actually mean?)

    "so, don't lose heart when you didn't get what you want, because God knows that you don't really need that and He's blessing you in other ways."

    yea God knows wats best...and sometimes He wants us to release what we have so He can give us something better. o man just the other day somebody told me that they envy me...and i was like wat?? cuz i feel like so like hopeless and stupid. ive been feeling that a lot lately..ive been feeling stupid...and my heart deceives me so much and i do things without realizing why im doing them.

    i need to work on my blog too XD haha i write a lot on u and vincents blog...haha but yea i hope we can continue doing this and continue growing and sharing wat we learned.

    Continue blogging and hang in there! =]

  4. Henrik M says:

    it seems like everyone has a daily Bible verse haha

  5. don't just read the daily verse read around it. haha just reading it is cool too

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